Sunday, May 31, 2009

something make me cried.. all day...



I've Seen
(feat. Sami Yusuf)

I wish you were here
Here next to me
Been missing you so
So desperately
But lately I feel
Like you feel and
I see what you see
How I'm missing you

What happened to the ummah
Once known so well...

I wish you were here
Here next to me
Been missing you so
So desperately
But lately I feel
Like you feel and
I see what you see
How I'm missing you

What happened to the ummah
Once known so well
Greatness was known
But now can u tell
Used to inspire others with our way of thinking and speech
People came from afar just to hear us teach
Yo what happened to the ummah
Once known so well
Greatness was known
But now can u tell
Mosques are empty, refrigerators are stocked
We lost our deen we feel secure
'Cause our mansions are locked
In my teen years salah wasn't really that tight
Now I gotta pray each one of them twice
What happened to the ummah
Once known so well
Greatness was known
But now can u tell
Brother we prefer light skinned women
While righteously maintaining our deen against racism
What happened to the ummah
Once known so well
Greatness was known
But now can u tell

I wish you were here
Here next to me
Been missing you so
So desperately
But lately I feel
Like you feel and
I see what you see
How I'm missing you

What happened to the ummah once known so well
Greatness was known, but now can u tell
Kids in Africa are starving - can't afford to cry
I'll pay interest for a car I can't afford to buy
What happened to the ummah once known so well
Greatness was known, but now can u tell?
We used to smile at each other, with faces full of light
Now we frown at each other, we bicker and we fight
Pops in the mosque praying, kids in the streets hating
Kids on the corner selling, pops in the mosque preachin'
What happened to the ummah once known so well
Greatness was known but now can u tell?
The Quran has left out hearts stranded, hanging on out walls
6232verses, so strong
9 out of 10 of us can't even read or write
1924 feels distant like way before Christ

I wish you were here
Here next to me
Been missing you so
So desperately
But lately I feel
Like you feel and
I see what you see
How I'm missing you

Que le pas? a la maza
Como puede ser
La grandeza conocida
No la puedo ver
He visto como mi figura cae en tentaci?n
A pesar de que la vida a sido buena con luz e ilusion
He pedido perd?n por mis pecados
Tengo la cruz sobre mi cama y el diablo a mi lado
Que le pas? a la maza
Como puede ser
La belleza conocida
No la puedo ver
He sentido incompetencia buscando la verdad
Todos dicen conocerla solo veo la maldad
Que le pas? a la maza
Como puede ser
La pureza conocida
No la puedo ver

[Translation:]
What happened to the people
How can it be
Greatness was known
But now can you tell
I've watched myself fall from grace
Even though life has been good, filled with hopes and dreams
I've asked forgiveness for my sins
I have the cross above my bed and the devil by my side
What happened to the people
How can it be
Beauty was known
But now can you tell

If I was to fall on my knees and ask you to forgive everything for the Lord, out of Love, for the One,
oh oh oh... I've seen
And if u were to fall on ya knees and ask me the same
Brother, don't even think about it, lets just break out of the darkness of ignorance

I wish you were here
Here next to me
Been missing you so
So desperately
But lately I feel
Like you feel and
I see what you see
How I'm missing you...

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Dia di hatiku...


aku sentiasa berdoa dia menjadi yang terbaik dalam hidup aku.. mendidik aku dan mentarbiyyah aku dengan penuh kesederhanaan.. malah aku tidak rasa berat utk sentiasa mentaati dan mengikuti segala pintanya.. dia dimata aku adalah segalanya..

dia menerima seadanya aku.. sebagai wanita, isteri dan anak .. malah dia juga sentiasa mengingatkan aku manisnya sabar malah sentiasa membuatkan aku rasa kuat disampingnya.. sehingga aku lupa suatu hari nanti dia akan pergi jua.. menuju kasih yang sejati..

dia dimata hatiku.. seorang yang berfikiran jauh .. sentiasa mementingkan kepentingan keluarga.. wlpn terzahir kekurangan aku dan dialah pelengkapnya.. malah aku bahgia dengan segalanya sederhana...ya Allah kekalkan dia utk menemani hari2 aku..

dia dalam hidupku.. sentiasa diuji dengan ujian dunia.. malah sering kali mengeluh jika rasa penat dan tidak mampu.. aku ingin jadi penawarnya.. menjadi yang terbaik bukanlah sekadar diri... tapi menjadi seorang yang memahami.. adakalanya aku tersenyum melihat dia x sabar nak pulang rumah.. kerana satu saja alasannya..bidadari hatinya sering difikirannya..

dia di bicaraku.. adakalanya dugaan terzahir kerana dia sentiasa berkerja .. menguji kebimbangan aku sbg isteri...malah aku ingin membantu, jawapnya mudah isteri itu harus dipelihara.. wlpn dia tidak pernah menghalang aku berkerjaya sendiri.. dia sering mengingatkan rumah tangga yang pertama...

indahnya menjadi seorang isteri bila diuji , dia tersenyum.. bila terzahir kurangnya diri, sentiasa perbaiki.. bila disayangi , pandai menghargai..

ramuan rumahtangga adalah menjaga diri seblum pernikahan amat penting.. kerana berkatnya kita rasa slps pernikahan.. terbukti bila lihat shj org2 dahulu.. bercinta lps bernikah lebih bahgia.. berbanding kita..

baiki diri... baiki akhlak.. baiki ibadah.. semoga najah...

ya allah perkenankanlah doa hambamu yang hina ini...

Friday, May 29, 2009

hari ni hari yang ......... byknya ku fikir

biarpun hati ini terusik kerana k iza akan bernikah esok.. aku sentiasa doakan semua adik beradik ku bahgia.. malah sentiasa tersenyum gembira.. memang aku kurang rapat dgn akk2 ku.. tp dah besar.. byk kenangan yang tercipta.. sampai bila aku bersama mereka.. akhirnya mereka mnjadi sebhgian milik suami ...

akhirnya aku juga jd k long lps nie.. wahhh rasa gerun juga.. lgpn aku dah biasa bersendirian.. ajen dan awir juga bakal mnbina hidup sndri nnti.. ntah napa aku sendiri x yakin utk membina kembali rasa cinta utk seseorang yang lain.. selain keluarga, bagi aku lelaki makhluk yang x perlu hadir dlm hidup aku lg.. aku xmau ada kaitan lg dgn mereka.. hanya abah, abg2 dan adik2 aku yang blh aku terima ... salahnya aku nie mudah percaya.. skrg percaya jd benci..

bukan tiada nk kwn.. skdr utk main2 aku xminat.. aku bukannya budak kecik lg xpndai fikir.. bila ada hamba allah nasihatkan aku psl pkara nie.. aku dah mula blh terima mereka sbnrnya makhluk yg byk sgt kkurangan ... dijdkn wanita melengkapi hidup.. atau bhs aku.. jd pmbntu mereka.. apa saja je.. wahhh apa nak jadi nie.. xkan benci balik kut.. makkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

skrg exam di hujung tanduk.. persediaamn ada peratus berbeza,aku dah mula rasa malas kembali.. malah aku x dpt tumpu .. mujurlah dah study awal.. untungnya kalau bersedia awal.. kita x tau mcm mn kita nanti bila dkt exam...

esok hari nikah k iza.. dggn rusydan... semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar... aku rs letih sgt nie.. padahal aku x study byk pun..

kepala rasa berat,,, byknya bintang...

daaaaaaaaaaaaa